You will never find your home if you do this

Where is home?

You left your hometown many years ago.

You discovered new world, new people and new life.

You revealed yourself to the world.

You played hard and you got your recompense.

You dreamed about a better life but somehow it tastes differently than you imagined.

You miss those with who you grew up and they miss you too.

You know you have to follow your own journey.

Sometimes it's hard but it's life.

And out there, you are by yourself.

You learnt to fly.

Every time you go back home, the original one, everything and everyone have changed.

Things are not the same anymore.

And the reason it's you.

You are not the one you used to be.

You changed too much.

The life has shaped you into an independent and strong person, too independent and too strong.

Now you see the things from a different point of view, from the distance.

You are a spectator, not a player anymore. At least, not at home.

So where are you going to settle down and create your little nest?

Probably you will never settle down and if you do so after time you will feel something missing.

The adventure of the pure life.

The pleasure of the journey and not knowing where the next destination is.

You, the nomad alive.

This is what happened to me when I decided to go back home after 11 years living abroad.
The result was devastating. I had to go through the hell of my past, my unclear future and finally got dropped out in the dull present. I felt I didn't belong to any place anymore.
I changed too much and realised I should keep living my life my way and let memories stay in the photo album not trying to raise them to life.
Once you decide to leave and live in different places, countries, continents, you will never ever have only one home. It's a long lasting side effect for the rest of your life. You will always feel you miss some place, some people, some experiences …
Why this is happening to you? Because you have just mastered to part your heart into the beauty of the nomadic life.
You need to continue your journey because it's where your home actually is …

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